pǝʇsɐʍ ןןɐ ǝɹɐ ǝʍ

And that’s okay
I have luck in so many different places

I may not have a fairy tale relationship
But I do have a future full of growth, I have a success life story(:

I always pull through
And I may fall but I get back up stronger each time

As I sit here with a fever of 102 and kidney pain, I pull through

No school, but there is business
I’m doing the things I like to do

I’m having the best time of my life
No guy or haters can change what I’ve become and I’m proud to say I won’t ever give up

I’m happy and gosh I can’t even explain

Maybe pictures will follow or not idk

:P

The simple idea of love gets me dreaming

I won’t lie

I wonder

and I do miss having someone to cuddle with

I miss being someone’s world and knowing I could count on them.

I look at couples like Peter and Jenica and I miss having that

A love that’s amazing all around

All these tricks and hoes are hating on their relationship and talking crap, but don’t hate what they have just because you’re jealous

Don’t hate on what you don’t have

He would walk through fire for her and vice versa

A lot of people can try and influence them, but I won’t let two dear friends of mine crumble, because others can’t find a hobby other than trying to ruin what they wish they had…

One day I know I’ll have something like theirs’

For now I’m just glad I have to great friends like Peter and Jenica

I’ve never seen her this happy. She deserves the stars and moon <3

because I’ve grown so much stronger

I’m crazy

Look at me

I keep smiling

Watch me twirl in circles

I’ve never felt better

You know as I walked home today I came across an old friend

It was nice.

AS we approached on another our smiles grew wider and there was a wave.

Oddly I felt as if time slowed down

We kept going our ways, but there was a complete story in that moment…

We both acknowledged one another and there was nothing but positive energy

Shows were once attended

Laughs shared

Memories remain

I still see him as a friend

He came from a familiar path

One I knew all too well.

It feels great knowing that I still have them.

I have amazing people all around.

It’s the ones who pass by me an give me that smile.

It’s the ones who have different lives, but look at me and their eyes tell me story

Those are the people I hold onto.

I’m so happy.

It feels great you know.

The little sour things don’t make a noise, but the sweet little things make fireworks.

I’m surrounded with amazing beings who deserve every bit of my love.

I’m so blessed.

I know there were a lot of people who are left in the past and maybe that’s just where they need to stay.

Life is wonderful and anyone who comes in really needs to just see this.

It’s all about perspective and not letting others’ words influence you.

It’s easier said than done. It’s easier to dish out than receive.

I’m just beyond turtle heaven. <3

Thank you to every single person who got through my black hole days and stuck around to see the sunshine.

I must say, it’s a hell of a view.

:D <3